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Let's See . . .

2010-08-06T12:49:00.000-07:00

Not sure how do I feel now , love or loveless ? I do feel happy when she is happy , I'm worried when she is ill but want to be with her is just 1 sided love and my silly imagination that she will like me back =) maybe there is a tiny chance but still I don't deserve it . Seeing her enjoy her day and life , going out to have fun , do studies and especially when she is happy , I really cherish for her happiness . There is nothing much for me worry other than 1 thing that she does all the time . There might have down moments in life but I believe she is strong girl to handle . All I want to see is just she stay healthy and enjoy her life =]

What Can I Say . . .

2010-05-11T04:20:00.000-07:00

I realize I always have hope and dreams , that's what how I live till this day . For 1 dream that I won't give up , is kinda stupid dream depend whether you believe or not . I'm actually scare to couple , well where got people want me haha but still I cherish for other's happiness that's part of my dream . Not really scare but I did a mistake before , just can't forgive myself if I hurt another person's feelings . I won't be a good boyfriend that's all I can say , anyway there is still many dreams that I want it to come true . Refer to the meaning of name : Yen .

Nowdays . . .

2010-03-26T11:52:00.000-07:00

Everyday I live to be stronger cause there is no limit for me . Everytime I look down on something , I will take my time and think over it cause there is no point crying ( I can't cry anyway ) .

Life Nowdays . . .

2010-01-25T18:15:00.001-08:00

As far as I can see , life isn't really fair sometimes or I should say all the time . It depends on how people look at it , what I try to state here is how people face they life . I can see many stuff happening surrounding and I somehow feel annoy to see how they handle their problem ( sorry to say this but is true ) but I know I myself didn't really handle my life that well . Sometimes problems happen cause of some reasons , instead of blaming on the reason I dun really care about it . If you try to say ur life is horrible , compare your life to the poor life African or war victim of Iraq . I can tell that my life is way better than those people , at least I have all the basic needs . What past is past , I dun really care what does it do . For me what is important is what ahead you , but if you aren't looking up , you wont move forward . This is what I will do , put my life on a balance , the result will be sadness over happiness . That's why I pursuit happiness to overcome the sadness ( I can't really feel sad anyway ) I'm not try to relate anyone in this post . Just want people to awake .

Life isn't always fair ( Bill Gates's statement) I can say YES to that statement .
Darkness is absent of light ( Albert Einstein ) this is the way he look at science .
I have no failed ( Thomas Edison ) At least he try .
Dun regret about past , regret about the decision that you going to make .
Make a purpose for life , live on ?
There isn't really right or wrong .

Back to School . . .

2010-01-20T06:59:00.000-08:00

Ok today went back to the school and the first impression i have was " well it isn't that bad the juniors for this year " some of you might know what it means . Had my lunch at the canteen , what i can say is that it still so nice and cheap there =] School didn't change same goes to feeling toward school ( keep out of SMK Taman SEA ) Met some junior friends there and heard that form 4 is hard , well that's Form 4 haha .

Did i mention that i need a glasses ? Well i do cause i know myself since my eye sight is getting worse . Not really can't see anything but at night will be very blur but my result for eye test isnt that bad R/50 L/75 .

That's all i did with my day off , actually plan to rest .

School . . .

2010-01-03T09:20:00.001-08:00

As the title said , is about school but sadly I'm not going back to school . Here i wish all the best for the juniors and friends who are still having school-ing life . Memories about school to me is like nothing . . . Anyway since i can't go back to school , I will look forward to college and guess what 2moro people are to college to start their studies . A bit too rush for me so I will wait for awhile more before i start my studies . College wont get any easy so wish everyone will try their best in college and of course enjoy as well . For those who isn't school-ing or college for example myself most slightly are slacking at home or working still I will have to say enjoy while still can . To everyone involve in this post , take good care of ur body and remember to have fun . Keep in touch , friends ~

Time To Run . . .

2009-12-30T09:15:00.000-08:00

ok it is time to run from year 2009 to year 2010 . New year new stuff i guess ? Let see .

A phone , of course I already have 1 but time to get a new 1 but not sure what should i get . Next a bike , hmm this kinda tricky 1 cause it is a BMX which i plan to use it for long distance oh well let see about that . New style , maybe the hair longer ?

Now then see what is bring forward from Year 2009 .

hmm nothing ?

The Meaning Behind . . .

2009-12-29T00:56:00.000-08:00

Though of doing this long time ago , now here it is .

English name : Jason
It is of Greek and Hebrew origin, and its meaning is "healer; the Lord is salvation"

Usual name : Yen
A swallow ( kind of bird ) ; peace ; safe ; stand still

Game name : Ns
From dota's hero , Night Stalker . The initial is nice :D

Quite cool i guess =]

Tag Challenge Accepted . . .

2009-12-28T08:32:00.000-08:00

Bold the statements that are true to you and colour it. Italise the statements that you WISH are true and colour it. Leave the fibs alone. Then, "stab" 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
'HOT GUYS' I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people before.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I somehow enjoyed this thingy!
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

Randomly stab anyone who read this

Short Random . . .

2009-12-25T08:01:00.000-08:00

You're the hope inside me ,
the way u smile , the way u laugh ,
makes me think ,
to do same as well ,
putting other's happiness before mine ,
that's how I have been doing ,
all this time ,
Thank you , Merry Christmas

ok , this is not for anyone but just something or something i feel like writing during christmas mood so no comment on this =D

Christmas just end =]

Let see . . .

2009-12-14T01:15:00.000-08:00

Something about me , walk without sound . Hmm this did scare some people , can't really blame me =X Just my step and small and slow , to prevent any falling .

Sometimes I do stuff without any reason , Just follow what the heart says i guess . I can't explain everything i did , some i might even can't remember . If anything wrong i did , I say sorry here .

Outdoor camp , 1st time for me . Should be fun i think , at least enjoy the nature =]

Now . . .

2009-11-14T10:41:00.001-08:00

The time now 2.40 AM , with me and my guitar in front while my finger typing the keyboard . Just so random nowdays , this year had been a great year to me . Did a lot stuff that never before , went for camp , class outing , overnight at friend's house and some much more exciting stuffs . Soon Xmas is on it's way , one of my favorite time of the year .

Dun remember much sad memories for this year or maybe i have forgot about it ( easily forget stuff ) somehow when want to protect others instead hurting them , still can't forgive myself for doing that . Just got to learn how to do it properly =l

Turning 17 soon , I guess it will be the same as usually but this year might be hard =X think about it , is already 5 years since i'm in secondary school . Now time for ending , time flies dun they ? Getting old isn't really a bad , it help me get stronger as time pass =] look back once in awhile will do the trick .

Quite alot stuff is going on now , just keep urself in 1 piece ok ? Till next time , take care and have fun ~ everyone

Bleach New Movie . . .

2009-10-19T01:12:00.000-07:00

Just watch finished new movie from Bleach which is Fade To Black , I can say this 1 is much better than Diamond Dust Rebellion =X Fade To Black has totally new story and enemies who is quite easy to defeat . . . Still is nice =D anyone interested can get from me =]

What A Day . . .

2009-10-07T05:32:00.000-07:00

Today I change my guitar's string , weird thing is the I can't get the correct tune . I wonder myself why , keep on tuning that almost break 1 of the string ouch . . . The D string was out of tune , always have higher tune than the A string till 1 point i put it aside . A moment ago , I check back the guitar and what i found was that i place the wrong string at wrong line , then go change back the strings and tune back . Now is nice as new , not that new of cause =D

One Day . . .

2009-09-27T07:07:00.001-07:00

One day , I wish to see this with my own eyes .

The Night After Rain . . .

2009-09-19T09:12:00.001-07:00

Just came from friend's house , walk all the way home . The air was nice and chill to breath , color of the sky and the street's light make everything nicer . It has been a long time I walk under the rain , not really big rain though still is nice .

Something that really chill me down and relax my mind . Just beautiful the night is and quiet envirnment , this is the thing we cant see everyday . Love it .

Movie . . .

2009-09-19T03:34:00.001-07:00

Went to watch Gamer yesterday , was kinda nice since alot of action but the camera keep moving around > <

This is what i watched this year ~
The Proposal
Up
Gamer
Transfomer 2
Harry Potter : The Half Blood Prince

that's all i guess and New Twilight movie is coming soon O O I dun know much about it , try google for it

Finally 1 . . .

2009-09-09T08:28:00.001-07:00

Finally some nice Wall of Allen Walker , Love iT !

Priceless . . .

2009-09-08T04:47:00.000-07:00

Eventho is just few minutes or few seconds , It is already a lot to me . Memories stand priceless for me .

I'm Sorry , Thank You . . .

2009-09-01T02:14:00.000-07:00

纯白无瑕　温柔芬芳
你洗的衣服　有你的模样
满身是汗　脱了又穿
你常笑我脏　男人难免啊
那种稀松平常的对白　已不再

我爱你　好爱你
对不起　谢谢　套上手中那只戒
我恨你　好恨你
对不起　谢谢　嘲笑我有多狼狈

你的善良　我的倔强
我们的小孩　会像谁模样
常常在想　几年之外
长睫毛女孩　单眼皮男孩
曾经近在咫尺的未来　已天涯

我爱你　好爱你
对不起　谢谢　脑中住着你的脸
我恨你　好恨你
对不起　谢谢　孤独刺着我的背

Perfectly pure white Tenderly fragranced
The clothes that you washed Has your figure in it
The whole body is sweat Taken it off and wear again
You always laugh at me (my dirtiness) Guys what, it is hard to avoid
That kind of comfortable, normal conversation Does not exist anymore…

I love you Love you very much
I’m sorry Thank You The ring that wore on your finger
I hate you Hate you very much
I’m sorry Thank you Laughing at how difficult I am..

Your kindness My toughness
Our kid Will become more like who
I always think Few years after
The girl with long eye brow The boy with single eye lip
The future that was near last time Already become far away

I love you Love you very much
I’m sorry Thank you Your face is living in my brain
I hate you Hate you very much
I’m sorry Thank you Loneliness stiching my back

Just . . .

2009-08-31T07:23:00.000-07:00

Just stay as my friends , nothing more than that .

Puzzle Making . . .

2009-08-26T03:39:00.000-07:00

Feel like puzzle making , just like to do it . Time is still going on and yet i'm doing nothing much . Look like life have to go on .

Love , Fireworks . . .

2009-08-13T01:38:00.000-07:00

Love is just like fireworks , slowly it spark at beginning . Then it turn to something really nice and bright but after the light goes off and the sky back to dark again .

Who am i to talk about love , I dun deserve to . Just to show everyone outside what is love like for me , I'm not really that good in love . Dun give up eventho the light had spark off , there is always another fireworks ( depend how u want it )

Another Tag . . .

2009-08-08T10:42:00.000-07:00

1.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Didn't try before , time will tell

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Ok as usually saturday's morning

3. Who was the last person/people you took photo with?
Hmm with friend during last year's new year ( long ... time ago )

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
Not really

.5. Will you ever donate blood?
Of cause

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
I guess so , maybe i forgot

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Everyone got their right to live

8. What does your last message say?
Dunno [ lazy to explain ]

9. What are you thinking right now?
About my past

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Keep to myself

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
2 [ guess am or pm ]

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Jusco

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
Image of myself when i was small

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Mic

Tag 10 "lucky" people do this quiz.
1. Wei Soong
2. Kay Jun
3. Nathaneal
4. Qi Hui
5. Sheryl
6. Joseph
7. Joshua
8. Khing Fei
9. Daniel
10. Natelie

15. Who is number two (Kay Jun) having a relationship with?
hmm i not sure , ask himself

16. Is number 3 (Nathaneal) a male or female?
Male
17. If number 7 (Joshua) and number 1 (Wei Soong) get together will it be good?
Oh my , i can't tell what will happen .

18. What is number 1 (Wei Soong) studying?
Sub Science
19. Is number 4 (Qi Hui) single?
hmm . . .

20. Say something about number 6 (Joseph)
Smart , funny person

21. What you think of number 3 (Nathaneal) and number 6 (Joseph) being together?
They will be great friends

22. Describe number 9 (Daniel)
My class's leader

23. Do you like number 8 (Khing Fei)?
like is not the word

Oh My Bleach . . .

2009-07-30T08:03:00.001-07:00

Guess what i just found out , Zaraki Kenpachi has the same birthday as mine O O but is it a good thing or the other way round ?

Eveyone's . . .

2009-07-28T08:33:00.001-07:00

Just a smile from everyone is all i want , is it hard ? I can't tell but I will still need to try my best to know the asnwer . That's why i'm still here for my dream to come true but people say dreams never come true . I dun really care what will happen as long i tried just as long i try , no only your smile but everyone to eventho what i do might be wrong and hate me for that . That's just dun brother me , I stand for nothing cause that's what i have being doing all the time .

Puzzle . . .

2009-07-21T08:11:00.000-07:00

Let break the puzzle and put it again . . .
Just replay the game that u lost . . .
Stand back up after falling down . . .
Dun look down but up cause brighter =D

understand that .

Long Time Already . . .

2009-07-19T10:05:00.000-07:00

As the title say long time already didn't post wallpapers , totally forgot about it and didn't visit the site as wel ><
anyway here a pics =] wil upload more when i found anymore nice 1

Happening . . .

2009-07-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

Recently - Dai-Con
Now - Bon-Odori
Next - G4CC

This 2 weeks have been buzy for a while since a long time and is all about japanese stuff =] Here first Dai-Con at Mutlimedia Uni for 2 days ( went for both ) cosplayer , game and concert ( find urself who is the singer ) . Next Bon-Odori , japanese summer festival ( i can only say woo ) lots of people all i can see hair moving around , went late abit miss quite some stuff ><

Coming up G4CC , games and manga will be on the day ( i forgot which day , google it ) , just want for my arrival .

Tag For The Dusted Blog . . .

2009-07-12T09:12:00.000-07:00

Here is a tag from Mic : 100th Truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = Water
2. Last phone call = Hoe Chong
3. Last text message = Brother
4. Last song you listened to = Michael Jackson - You Are Not Alone
5. Last time you cried = Tears drop while watching 'Click'

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = No
7. Been cheated on = No
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = No
9. Lost someone special = No
10. Been depressed = No
11. Been drunk and threw up = No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Blue
13. Grey
14. white

THIS YEAR (2009) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = Maybe ( u know my name , i know ur name is friend already )
16. Fallen out of love = Not sure ( what it is about )
17. Laughed until you cried = Yes ( Happy Tree Friend )
18. Met someone who changed you = No
19. Found out who your true friends were = No
20. Found out someone was talking about you = As a weirdo ( Someone )
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = No
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = 99%
23. How many kids do you want to have = No
24. Do you have any pets = No
25. Do you want to change your name = Not really , is already hard to spell it out
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Dinner ( check last year's post )
27. What time did you wake up today = 10.30
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = Playing ( Dragonica )
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Rest ( just a enough rest )
30.When you last saw your dad = 1 week ago if not mistaken
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = Future ( is in ur hand )
32. What are you listening to right now = MJ - You Are Not Alone ( just end )
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Future ( is a myth )
35. Most visited webpage = Ikariam.com ( feel free to play )
36. What’s your real name = Len Ping
37. Nicknames = Yen , Jason
39. Zodiac sign = Scorpian
40. Male or female? = Male
41. Primary school = SRJKC Yuk Chai
42. High School = SMK Taman SEA
43. Uni = Dun have
44. Hair colour = Brown~Red black
45. Long or short =Which part u want ?
46. Height = 170
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = No
48: What do you like about yourself? = I not sure
49. Piercings = No
50. Tattoos = No
51. Righty or leftie = Righty

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery = Head Injuries
53. First piercing = No
54. First best friend = Is a girl ( forgotten , not surprise )
55. First sport you joined = Running
56. First vacation = My house
58. First pair of trainers = No

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Nothing
60. Drinking = Nothing
61. I'm about to = Bath
62. Listening to = Nothing
63. Waiting on = Finish this tag

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = Not interested to
65. Get Married? = Not interested to
66. Career? = Chef

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes = Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs
69. Shorter or taller = Taller
70. Older or Younger = Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Dun brother ( is the same if got nice stomach , the got nice arm )
73. Sensitive or loud = Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = Hook-up
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Hestitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = Yes
77. Drank hard liquor= Yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts = No
79. Sex on first date = No
80. Broken someone's heart = Yes
81. Had your own heart broken = Yes
82. Been arrested = No
83. Turned someone down = Yes ( all the time )
84. Cried when someone died = No
85. Fallen for a friend? = Not sure

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = Is a must
87. Miracles = No
88. Love at first sight = No
89. Heaven = No
90. Santa Claus = No
91. Kiss on the first date = No
92. Angels = No

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = Yes
95. Did you sing today? = No
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = All the way before the human exist
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?=Christmas
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = No
100. Posting this as 100 truths? =Yes

Salute for the fallen 1 . . .

2009-06-26T02:36:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson has past away

Away . . .

2009-06-18T21:56:00.001-07:00

I will be away for 2 days starting for this second , got anything just sms me . I will reply as soon as possible , thank you n take care everyone

Causes . . .

2009-06-14T23:27:00.000-07:00

Have you even thought before what is the cause of ur problems ? For me is just things that got to do with you is mostly cause by yourself , i will explain why later . Just if a thing that got nothing to do with you then it should not be a problem to you but if it something that got to do with you then it will be a problem without your notice .

Here is the explaination , is like the things you do sometime u won't notice but it will affect others . What goes around come around remember that , just a small action might also cause a big problem to yourself like doing stuff which you dun like to do . What might happen next we won't know but if there is problem came out then is your own problem since you are the cause of it . Weird things is they won't realise that and they treat it as a problem that cause by others but come on how other's problem can be your problem ? Unless u are the 1 who the who interfere their problems at the 1st place .

Dun think that what u do is always right , think twice before action whether u can take cost or not . Somehow this cause stress to some people which i dun understand how because never start a war without preparation , as the King u know the responsibility of your own action ( yourself is the King )

Problem . . .

2009-06-14T00:35:00.000-07:00

Everyone have their own problem but sometimes they just didn't realise that there is a problem inside them . Others might see that problem as dislike or dun brother about it , just when it come to a time things will go worse . For me i don't what is my problem , i seriously dunno just got the feeling that is something big n it not good because eyes only can see outside not inside . For those who think that they have no problem better to think again , what u done all the time might be wrong/right u never know . Just everyone have their own thinking and a word call preference .

I guess so . . .

2009-06-13T08:54:00.000-07:00

Yen completed the quiz "What is your inner self ?" with the result A Moonlight Type .

You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely alot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.

-Just a basic answer n it got most of it correct expect for some part .

Choice . . .

2009-06-12T08:39:00.000-07:00

Choice have to make , life have to goes on . Even though pain and suffer will be the cost because nothing is perfect , we must always understand and think but sometimes that won't work i guess .

When comes to feeling and emotion , not everyone can control ( unless that person is feeling-less ) Just wonder what do we actually want , maybe that's why rules are made to make life easier but for me is meant to be break . It look like this because you will never know if never experience , you will never learn ( human just to got be curious ) Experience stands higher that knowledge , actually right or wrong also can't be tell .

Try tell me okie ?

Report . . .

2009-06-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

A lost lamb surround by grass n berries , is it nice ?

Depend on what u think ?

hehe

Stupid . . .

2009-06-08T10:20:00.001-07:00

If you can't love yourself , you can't love another person . This is meant to someone just out there , u know who are you .

My point here is love yourself and your enemy but the greatest the enemy is yourself . I will explain why because no matter what shits happened , the decision what to do next is in you hands not other people . At the end the choice still is made by you , depends on how you think as well ( hmm this is kinda hard to explain , i will asnswer next time ) so stop being stupid and start to think because u're always alone all the time , no 1 else will guide u .

Here is another point which myself sometimes can't do it as well . Have u even think before scolding or hating someone ? Just think that are u even better than the person you hate, do u even have the right to do so ? If you are worse than the person you hate , better hate yourself 1st n ask why are you suck if u can change youself to be a better person then go ahead hate that person with all you want ( unless some people scold you for no reason then i myself won't give face to fight back also )

Dun just say but do no actions , u will be just like in the box living for no reason . Dun let that happen to you , think yourself about what you want to do even the might cost pain n suffer because decision still have to be make .

Another Thing . . .

2009-06-06T06:18:00.000-07:00

There is nothing impossible but there is nothing is 100% as well if u know what i trying to say here . People always say the word impossible , for me this word is never exist cause u never know there is the possibility of success . The max i can give is just 99.99% of failure but success born from failure as well so dun say impossible unless u can really prove it .

Here come the point on nothing is 100% , this is more to human for me . There is no 1 who is prefect in this world which u can call 100% . Alot people still feel not satisfy with their life while i can see that they are way better than me , why can't they just be happy with what they have . Dun wait till everything slip away from your hands then u only realise .

Human's thinking is a mysterious thing that i always curious about . Maybe that is why , who knows what might happen .

Extra : I only explain half , understand the other half urself .

Something I Know . . .

2009-05-30T22:12:00.000-07:00

Everyone wear a mask on their face as i can tell , is just depend how u look at that mask . Sometimes u will feel weird or even scare of it but that might just be the mask u are wearing as well , somehow u dun feel the same way about yourself . It goes the same on other people that they dun realise that they are what they are ( might be abit blur , hope everyone understand what i trying to say ) my point here is everything might not be as the way as u see , this might sound familiar to some people ( this is from Prison Break ) still how u want to reach is depends on you . As for myself , i holding 3 masks in my hand . .

Teasing people is always my pleasure . . .

Something . . .

2009-05-25T06:07:00.000-07:00

Throw , throw , throw ! 3 knives on the back of the skull , end of story . . .

Exam . . .

2009-05-19T07:38:00.000-07:00

Yay exam . . . 2moro is the last paper for non-science class's student ME XD overall I did only some study since was blur with all the form 4 chapters . . . still wish everyone all the best in their papers or i should result as colourful as possible =P

Holidays coming . . . Didn't realise that until someone tell me there is holidays after exam , hope there is stuff to do during that time but i think might be guess with some unexpected things =) that's all i guess n here CHEERs for exam FINISH XD

lastest background ~

Just Done . . .

2009-04-27T06:50:00.000-07:00

Just finish packing the com back . . . Kinda lots of works still is worthed hehe =) now the com as least got 15GB extra haha after deleting some stuff but some files are missing , wonder where did those files go . . .
ok here are some pic i took from Fable 1 , found it when i was half was checking my files

N this the game list i have :~
Black n White
Populous
Portal ( HL )
SWAT 4
DOOM 3
Counter Strike : Condition Zero
Need for Speed Most Wanted
Fable : The Lost Chapter
Burnout : Paradise
GTA : San Andreas
Counter Strike : Source

Feel free to ask if u want , just 4gb pendrive will do the trick =)

If . . .

2009-04-16T05:45:00.000-07:00

If i'm unable to speak , will u notice that ?

can hardly tell but still who knows XD

Finished . . .

2009-04-15T07:27:00.000-07:00

Yay just watch finish Vampire Knights n it's secound season XD I can say the anime is nice eventho is kinda short . . . In the anime i wonder is Shiki n Rima couple O.O they really care for each other n suit them XD Yuuki love who i also not sure , just too much things she think about as i can see . . .

That's all for today , k take care always n have fun everyone =D

No . . .

2009-04-08T05:13:00.000-07:00

It has quite some time since the last time i post about someone's fallen . . . This time is Yoshitsune from Air Gear >_<>

Let talks who is Yushitsune , He is the leader of the Kansai Storm Rider AKA Trident . He hold the title Rumble King n he has a Regalia which called 'Ram Jet' if u want know more about the that just read the manga okie . The rest i can't tell since is already too much spoiler here . . .

He is quite handsome from some view n there always cigarette in his hand , he show funny looking n even annoying 1 when he shows up . I think he wears glasses cause he plays too much arcade @@ from the preview chapter i just know that he is just a normal person which hold the title Rumble King , that's why he was killed as well . . . let end this with his last pieces

Oh . . .

2009-04-02T04:21:00.000-07:00

Let see it had been quite awhile i post something here , let just post what happened recently =)

Just watch finished Gundam 00 Season 2 XD it was nice eventho the main char dun really talk much ( i think that is ok )

Doom 3's dl done last night @@ dl for quite some time already still haven't start to play yet =P kinda still stuck at Fable ( another nice game )

Now manga(s) . . . In Naruto n Bleach is reaching the hottest part in the whole story , just read if u want to know what i mean

Studies nah just do some reading n take the monthly tests only ~ oh ya my class was moved to another class due to someone's problem . . .

Health i think is ok since i'm still breathing XD just got to work-out more ~.~

Lastly Yearly Camp of Kadet Bomba hehe , it was rock since it is my 1st time to go for a camp n something went wrong during the camp also . . . I will post it up next time @@

that's all so just take care always n have fun =D

Manga Progress . . .

2009-03-14T10:45:00.000-07:00

Manga ongoing n more new manga to read hehe . . .
On Going :
Naruto [ kinda serious moment >< ]
Bleach [ Ichigo's death maybe ]
Air Gear [ more fighting coming , wonder how it goes ]
D'Dray Man [ on release back again , read oh ]
Until Death Do Us apart [ random release but still reading ]
Tenjou Tenge [ have to read at bookshop >.< ]
~this are all i think rite now , mostly there are more since it take long time to release new chapter

Manga in list :
Vampire Knight [ sound cool enough @@ ]
Claymore [ recommanded by HC ]
Kamen Teacher [ something like GTO i think ]
xxxHolic [ char look like from Tsubasa ]
~PS : any nice manga can recommand to me @@

Completed Manga ( This Year ) :
Majin Devil [ short still nice ]
Pretty Face [ touching 1 T.T ]
Hatsukoi Limited [ first love story ]
~Total completed manga i read hmm might be hard to tell since lots still on going hehe

Conclusion :
As u can see , this is what i do when i'm online XD n it's holidays , more manga to read oh =P

Question . . .

2009-03-09T07:28:00.000-07:00

Just of the question in my mind , are you pretending ? Or more to hiding ur true self . The answer for me is yes cause there is no 1 wil actually understand me due to some reason . That's is what i going to answer but how about others , what are u going to answer ? I'm curious to know what is the asnwer . Not because i want to know about you but answer to my question . Will another answer that question with honestly ? I'll be here to hear the answer . . .

New Song . . .

2009-03-07T06:17:00.000-08:00

Here i added another playlist which is Caramell - CaramellDansen =) This song is quite nice so i decide to put it here =P that's all for this post , k ciao guy take care always ~

Tag . . .

2009-02-24T02:56:00.000-08:00

Here is a tag from Nate ( it have been since a long i been tagged ) this is how things go . . .
1. Put your iTunes/Winamp/Media Player on shuffle .
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer .
3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds!
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

5. Tag at least 10 friends.
6. Anyone tagged has to do the same, because fun pointlessness spreads like a virus.

1) If someone says "Is this okay?" you say?
A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta ( ya i think is ok )

2) How would you describe yourself?
Gotta Be Someone - Nickelback ( of cause going to be someone )

3) What do you like in a guy/girl?

Daybreak's Bell - L'Arc~en~Ciel ( Disappoint ? )

4) How do you feel today?

Just One Woman - Tommy Reeve ( it got nothing to do with that )

5) What is your life's purpose?

Moving Mountain - Usher ( keep on moving i think )

6) What is your motto?

A Pulo Dolor ( Purest of Pain ) - Son by Four ( kinda true )

7)What do your friends think of you?

Unbreakable - Westlife ( Am i ??? )

8) What do you think of your parents?

I'm Blue - Eiffel 65 ( ok ok what else can i say )

9) What do you think about very often?

Angels - Within Temptation ( not really , still got long way more before that )

10) What is 2+2?

La Histeria - Marquess ( hmm i not very sure oh )

11) What do you think of your best friend?

Let It Rock Feat .Lil Wayne - Kevin RudolF ( Rock ON ! )

12)What is your life story

SandStorm - Darude ( kinda mess , no 1 knows )

13) What do you want to be when you grow up?

Misery Business-Paramore( O.o )

14)What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Clint Eastwood - Gorillaz ( seriously can' t think well )

15)What will you dance to at your wedding?

Pokey Face - Lady Gaga ( a good idea )

16)What will they play at your funeral?

I Believe I Can Fly - R.Kelly ( that will be nice )

17)What is your hobby/interest?
Save You - Simple Plan ( is true )

18)What is your biggest fear?

Fasten Yr Seatbelt - Pendulum vs. The FreeStylers ( nah is the other way round )

19)What is your biggest secret?
Grief And Sorrow - Naruto ( u really want to know ? )

20)What do you think of your friends?

Next Plane Home - Daniel Powter ( cause of them , i'm always for 2moro )

21)What will you post this as?

Love Remain The Same - Gavin Rossdale ( Yupp hope love remain the same , just like this )

10 People list :
1.Nat
2.Audrey
3.Kay Jun
4.Zhi Yuen
5.Aaron
6.Justin
7.Angela
8.Wen Jun
9.Hoc Leong
10. this 1 let u be ok ?

White Wall's . . .

2009-02-16T03:24:00.000-08:00

Here are the wallpapers in white concept , some of them are quite cute dun u think ?

New Layout . . .

2009-02-16T03:20:00.000-08:00

As u guys can see that i have change my layout to a white 1 @@ n the header as well with Itachi wallpaper ( love it ) was having problem whether which wallpaper to used since i'm lack of white concept wallpaper ~.~ Previous 1 was Allen Walker ( in white ) another i mean , i will post the wall at next post =D k have fun !

If . . .

2009-02-16T03:15:00.000-08:00

If i care . . .
if i know what to do . . .
If u just tell me . . .
Will it make any different ?

If i know . . .
If i did . . .
If u know . . .
Will it make any different too ?

I always ask whether should i . . .
Or just leave it as it was . . .
Just can't decide . . .
Cause i not sure how many different can it be ?

Here Comes Again . . .

2009-02-13T07:17:00.000-08:00

In another half an hour , valentine will comes =) Is not like it got anything to do with me since i dun have a date =P not interested to as well . . . Just want to everyone who is couple have fun 2moro n love ur partner more @@ for those who is still single , try ur luck n who knows u might not be lonely during valentine's day ok ? but i'm not going to do so hehe XD

Not interested to for some reason . . .
Maybe i'm not good enough . . .
Too much for myself . . .
still have the fear inside me . . .
eventho after all this time . . .
slowly feeling is fading away . . .
expecially . . .

Things Come Around . . .

2009-02-07T08:43:00.000-08:00

Let just i'm out of my mind already , with my body condition now . . . Start to think lots of stuff which i never though before , i not sure whether is it normal cause i'm just too tired to think about it . . . Now i feel so tired n never what is going to happen next , is there anyone can tell me ?

I hardly feel empty in my mind , is just not me . . .

Guess What . . .

2009-02-05T02:07:00.000-08:00

Just came from somewhere , guess where ? Barber . . . Ya i went for a hair cut , back to short style since the barber say can't stay long after the teacher like that . . . Anyway it is ok , at least it look ok to me =) that's all for this post XD k ciao guys , have fun n take care always =D

Background's Wall . . .

2009-02-01T00:45:00.000-08:00

Re Wall's . . .

2009-01-24T04:41:00.000-08:00

Random Wall's . . .

2009-01-24T04:23:00.000-08:00

Happened . . .

2009-01-18T07:58:00.000-08:00

What happened recently ? I never see u being this way be4 n i started to worry about u for the 1st time after all this time but i'm afraid to ask . . . Hope time will heal the problems u facing , i really hope so . Just take care ok ?

Old Classic . . .

2009-01-12T23:11:00.000-08:00

Added a playlist at the blog , the song is SandStorm by Darude =) it a old techno song which i look for it for quite some time , found it when when watching people tune their cars ( NFS Carbon ) at youtube =P k enjoy ~

Happy New Year !

2008-12-31T10:12:00.000-08:00

Just came back for countdown at Curve , it was nice since this was the 1st i went for a countdown @@ the most beautiful part is the fireworks which last for like 5 mins , everyone was shouting n cheering around XD sadly no pic of it . . . Anyway here i wish everyone have a wonderful year , HAPPY NEW YEAR ! take care always n have fun =)

Cheer Up . . .

2008-12-27T11:13:00.000-08:00

Cheer up my friend eventho i dunno what happened or i just worry too much . . . Nevermind , just be happy ok ? There is always a better 2moro =)

Merry Christmas ! ! !

2008-12-24T12:28:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to everyone XD I did enjoy the countdown at Cineleisure eventho no friend there . . . Is ok , just go back to the story =) ya i went to Cineleisure for the countdown , there was crowded with people n lots of snow spray* somehow i did get the stock price so i brought quite a few @@ seeing people running around to spray others n i was a part of it too XD the countdown was beautiful at there , everyone will spray snow up in the sky n it really look like snow *just only it is purple n pink colour* i seriously enjoyed that moment =)

Here i wish everyone have a wonderful n of cause get lots of presents XD Happy Merry Christmas *.* currently 4.30 in the morning , wonder is there anyone is up @@

Merry Xmas Eve . . .

2008-12-23T16:19:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas Eve to everyone =) so fast the time past christmas have come but sadly i going to celebrate it alone *lonely* due to some reason . . . Anyone everyone will have fun rite ? Will be going for countdown today at Cineleisure @@ anyone who feel free to come just come oh .

That's all for this , hope everyone have fun n take care always *have a cold* *cough cough*

Smile . . .

2008-11-30T19:49:00.001-08:00

Everyone have beautiful smile , dum they ? I have been smiling quite due to work , other people seen to be friendly n smile back to u which make me feel happy about it =) smiling is not that bad , just smile a lot recently that's all XD

Now is December , Christmas is coming so everyone have fun oh @@

Pc Background . . .

2008-11-26T04:14:00.001-08:00

K here is some screen shot where i play with my wallpapers @@ look nice rite ?

Kena Tag . . .

2008-11-26T03:45:00.000-08:00

1. Who are you?
- Leck Len Ping *Lollipop*

2. Who is more important to you?
- Other's happiness . . .

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
- I'll fight to live , not death . . .

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- NO WAY . . .

5. How many babies you want?
- I dun think i will have babies . . .

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
- I think so . . .

7. What is your goal for this year?
- Happiness for others . . .

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
- I can't tell . . .

9. What's a perfect boyfriend like to you?
- Good caring , love his gf with all his heart *am i suppose to aswner that*

10. What feeling do you love most?
- Neutral . . .

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
- Love me will be enough . . .

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people you hate ?
- I dun hate anyone at the moment @@

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- I think so . . .

14. What does flying means to you- In a plane?
- I'm sold to Iraq to be hostage . . .

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
- Other's happiness . . .

16. Who's hotter? Chace Crawford or Kevin Peake?
- Are they girls ?

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
- Tall , talkative , psp freak , funny n friendly =)

18. What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
- Have dinner with my friends =)

19. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
- I will stay it the same . . .

20. What are your fear(s)?
- Girls *seriously*

Another stab from Mingz . . .
Rules and Regulations:
1. Each player writes a little blog of 15 weird or little known facts about yourself.
2. People who gets tagged needs to state the rule clearly before hand.
3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to tag and write their names down.
4. No Tags back!!!!

Here we go . . .
1 . I'm used to bored , sadness n lonely . . .
2 . I feel neutral most of the time . . .
3 . I'm too quiet . . .
4 . Think a lot but doesn't talk . . .
5 . Fear to girls . . .
6 . Great imagination *weird stuff*
7 . Wanted peace . . .
8 . Overcare sometimes . . .
9 . Love pink colour stuff *especially lollipop*
10 . Still miss someone for long time . . .
11 . Something wrong with eyes . . .
12 . Pray for other's happiness . . .
13 . always free for no reason . . .
14 . Carefree person . . .
15 . Dunno *common word*

Dream . . .

2008-11-25T07:11:00.000-08:00

I dream that we are together ,
u hold my hand n kiss me on the lips ,
telling me dun worry everything is ok ,
u hug me tight n i close my eyes ,
saying i love u . . .

Randomly . . .

2008-11-21T07:21:00.000-08:00

Life is beautiful when there is love ,
like sky which filled with stars in the night ,
sadness n lonely will be share by others ,
make u feel warm with their caring heart . . .

Just some random stuff , nothing much to write recently =) Am i always afraid to ask or to do something ? or is just i'm shy ? maybe is my weird attitude n thinking which make me like this . . .

Dinner Hosting . . .

2008-11-19T08:58:00.000-08:00

Here are some pics took during the dinner =)

Cake @@ with 10 candles ( so young )

Wishing =) for . . .

Wonder what is Nat doing XD

Still got some much cake left behind ( finish it guys )

Anyway hope everyone enjoy during the dinner n thx for coming =)

Red Alert 3 . . .

2008-11-18T05:37:00.000-08:00

This just release on November which is this month n yet i finished the game already XD it mission was kinda short so easily finish =) I played the previous version Red Alert 2 which is the 1st game i get ( long long time ago ) overall this game is nice which it cool graphic n effects but the story is kinda blur @.@ Interested to play ? Just Play XD

Manga Progress . . .

2008-11-12T08:25:00.000-08:00

Is holidays , time for me to read manga again XD the last holiday i finished manga Suzuka and Death Note which was really nice to read @.@ now searching more manga to read lolz . . . On the progress is D drayman ( the wallpaper at my blog ) another nice manga as well =)

Come to Bleach , everyone still fighting ( hoping for Kenpachi's action ) on the other hand is Naruto was getting interested @.@ Kakkaishi might facing death ( not sure yet ) check out next chapter for sure , Pain ( another strong fellow beside than Itachi ) in action destroying Konoha to half . . . Wonder what will happen next ?

Still looking forvard for more manga ( nice 1 ) if got any just post at cbox =) Happy Holidays to everyone n yet take care since is holidays dun get sick oh XD Have Fun ~

Funny Video . . .

2008-11-08T05:15:00.000-08:00

This a short video of two DJ talking about Valentine's song n yet they remix it sound funny XD
I think a lot people watch before but still i want to post

Still Wating . . .

2008-11-07T10:21:00.000-08:00

Just want to let u know ,
that I'm still here ,
after all this time ,
I'm still waiting for u ,
u might have forgotten me ,
but u are just like yesterday ,
remain in my heart all the time . . .

Terrible Weekend . . .

2008-11-03T06:39:00.000-08:00

Bad thing happen to me during weekends , i got sick which was terrible ... Just like sick of the year like that , feel energy-less n yet blur blur with what i do = = still having fever by the way haiz . . .

Went to school today lagi worse though got exam end up dun have ( seriously sick patient can't think well ) got screwed up Pn Norlia cause try to sleep in class , i headache n yet she call me study Bukit Kepol ...

This school end quite fast , lucky still got strength to walk back home XD time to sleep anyway , have fun n take care always everyone =)

NFS Carbon . . .

2008-11-01T19:27:00.001-07:00

=rcover , i ha
Just started to play this game this 2 days n beaten 2 bosses already XD currently driving RX7 ( Kenji's car ) which is quite fast n a tuner car as well =)

This game is quite nice for those racing fans like me , still quite hard since i long time nver play racing game . New game coming out for NFS which is Undercover , i haven't read about it but still heard from my friends is nice about that game . ven't read about it but still heard from my friends is nice about that game .

Happy Halloween . . .

2008-11-01T19:22:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween everyone XD by the way when is it ? I seriously dunno @@ is a festival n yet should be celebrate by everyone =)

Have fun n take care always everyone XD

Bleach Movie . . .

2008-10-29T07:10:00.001-07:00

Just finished watching Bleach : Diamond Dust Rebellion =) came out quite long already but i dl n watch X) Is kinda disappointed since Kenpachi didn't really do much action , most of the action done by Hitsugaya but still is nice to watch . Expect more from Kenpachi ...

that's all for now , take care n have fun everyone =) holidays just by the corner XD

Code Geass . . .

2008-10-24T10:38:00.001-07:00

Hmm . . .

2008-10-24T09:38:00.001-07:00

Hmm . . . Is the blog boring ? i think so since someone say is boring at c-box ( i dun mind ) maybe i wasn't focus much on the blog after getting my com back ... Let try make the blog have some spirit again shall we ?

Here are some Walls =)

hope u guys enjoy , take care n have fun XD

Kinda Shocked . . .

2008-10-20T01:02:00.000-07:00

Let see what we have today hmm ... oh ya English n Moral , screw Moral la anyway is already so now can forget all the values XD ya come back to the topic , a friend said i was handsome today , i was like O.O at 1st ( maybe she was joking with me ) hey but is true . Still kinda shock me since this is the 1st time a friend say that i'm handsome ( sorry about that ) now still having exam ... until November ( Luckily not farther more ) hope everyone good luck in their exam =) take care n have fun ( still having fun though ) XD

Performance . . .

2008-10-05T23:44:00.000-07:00

Today did the performance for . . . can't remember her name but still our band perform the song which is Burden of Truth mix Under the Apple Tree =) sadly didn't really play well , i think is my fault since i was too fast at that time but still we did our best today X)

N happy birthday to the . . . alamak can't remember who is she also , i'm sorry about that . Wish her have a wonderful year n lots of present XD take care always n have fun =) i'll get the pics of the band since there is pic n the name for the band still haven't decide yet swt ...

Hmm . . .

2008-10-03T10:42:00.000-07:00

Ok let see what i miss here since this blog dead for like 3 months+ XD now is holidays which was quite tired 1 ... Exam coming at corner n still got lots more to study T.T Prepare to die already ...

There is another thing to worry is about that band ( not really a band yet n since still no name for it ) , didn't really get to practice since hard to gather everyone n as well i'm new with my guitar ( sorry guys )

Now let check on manga =) Naruto n Bleach came out new chapter so everyone check it out XD is seriously nice =D

Oh ya still got the list of the band name , i did took pic of that X) i will post it next time :D

So everyone enjoy while still can n good luck to those is having exam already =) take care always ^^

Finally . . .

2008-09-26T08:22:00.000-07:00

Finally my com is here after 4 months of waiting it =D
Nothing much to do with the new com , just a normal com ( my opinion )
Here is the detail:
Biostar MA780G motherboard
AMD X2 5000 Processor
2GB PC800 RAM
320GB SATA HDD
Sapphire ATI Radeon HD3670

that's all , simple rite ? Nothing to play also mostly 1st player shooter game ...
Ok more post coming up in next time , Ciao take care eveyone n Hari RAYA !

Songs of the Month . . .

2008-07-18T18:35:00.000-07:00

It have been a long time since hte last time i post lyrics so i just put 2 songs this time X)

Lenny Kravitz - I'll Be Waiting Lyrics
He broke your heart
He took your soul
You're hurt inside
'Cause there's a hole
You need some time
to be alone
then you will find
what you've always known

I'm the one who really loves ya, baby
I've been knockin' at your door

and as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

I've seen ya cry
into the night
I feel your pain
can I make it right?
I realize
there's no end in sight
yet still I wait
for you to see the light

I'm the one who really loves ya, baby
I can't take it anymore

and as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

You are the only one I've ever known
that makes me feel this way, couldn't on my own
I wanna be with you until we're old
you've got the love you need right in front of you, please come home

as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
as long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
whenever you need me
I'll be there

BuckCherry - Sorry
Oh I had alot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I miss you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.

This time I think i'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah Sorry!

I'm sorry i'm bad, i'm sorry i'm blue
I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say i'm sorry.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry.

Dying blog . . .

2008-07-18T18:25:00.000-07:00

Yo everyone , sorry cause so long didnt update my blog . . . hope you guys will understand , ok ? wish everyone have fun n take care always =D

Holidays . . .

2008-05-25T23:05:00.000-07:00

Today is 1st of school's holiday XD which alot people like it =] Woke up around 11 something ( normal time during holidays ) i think i should get more sleep since during school days lack of sleep ... Now day's internet is So ... Slow ... even msn need some time to login = =*

Currently eating ice cream ...

Tag . . .

2008-05-21T06:12:00.000-07:00

I got tagged by two friends Angela n Nat XD so here is the tag , is kinda a new way of tag so have fun =]

Rules :

1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer. Even though it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!!!

4. Tag 5 people.

5. Bold the questions. And with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the question

How are you feeling today?
Micheal Jackson - I'm Bad
Maybe a little since never went school today XD

Will you get far in Life?
Son By Four - Purest of Pain
hmm ... i just keep living =]

Will you get married?
Madonna - Sorry
i dun think so ...

How do your Friends see you?
Chris Daughtry - It Not Over
Dunno oh XD never forget about me ? =P

What is you best friends theme song?
Maroon 5 - Make Me Wonder
Techno maybe ^^l

What is the best thing about your friends?
Linkin Park - In The End
Not Sure , Game freak XD

What is the story of your life?
Blue - U Make Me Wanna
Just for others 1st

What is high school like?
All American Rejects - It End Tonight
Somewhere can't relax at all T.T

How can you get ahead in life?
Timbaland Land feat One Republic - Apologise
Have faith in urself , dun give up ^-^

What is in store for you this weekend?
My Chemical Romance - I Dont Love U
Sleep ~~~~

How is your life going?
Chris Daughtry - I'm Going Home
Ok Ok la , can say abit boring

Will you have a Happy Life?
Aya Hirano - God Knows . . .
I rarely smile but dun make me dun have a happy life XD

What do your friends really think of you?
Kamisama Kazoku - Brand New Morning
Quiet , Evil , Weird = QEW XD

Do people secretly lust after you?
Yui - Life
Don't think so

How can i make myself happy?
Gundam Seed Destiny - ThunderBird
I dun get happy easily n i dunno how also

What should you do with your Life?
Kimura Yuki - Love & Joy
Bring people happiness =]

Will you ever have children?
Gundam Seed - River
Never think getting married also ~

I just tag anyone who haven't done this tag XD

17th of May . . .

2008-05-17T07:18:00.000-07:00

Today is a Saturday n i woke up at 6.30 still sleepy at that time ...I was there kinda early so have for the others to come . The 1st who came was Angela then followed by Wayne , Audrey , Michelle , Yu Ming , Jefri n Wei Soong .

The match start with 3 on 3 since Yu Ming n Wayne was not feeling well . We have a break n the score was 3-3 a draw . . . the match get excited cause Yu Ming is coming in the game XD The match get much faster n more 'Hi' words = = at the score 6-6 , we stun like 10-15 mins to score the game point , at last Angela make the score n my team won . Rain start to fall so Yu Ming go his house 1st while waiting for rain stop n we play psp there =P

Yu Ming have 2 psp o.O anyway we just play Heat of Soul 4 fighting each others but still is Yu Ming the pro since he is good at that game XD then rain stop , we head to mamak n have breakfast there . More chit n chat there , after finished eating Yu Ming say 'come go my house n Heat of Soul' so i n Wayne went his while others went back home . Time flies when have fun so i went back at 1 something . Overall today is happy day =] oh ya today is Michelle's birthday so Happy Birthday XD

Currently in front com posting
The End of The Day ~

Tagged . . .

2008-05-16T06:02:00.000-07:00

Section one : Have You Ever

1.Cheated on Someone? Hmm ... Not sure ^^l
2.Fallen off the bed? Can't fall also >.<
3.Broken someones heart? Dun think so
4.Had your heart broken? Like i care about it
5.Had your dream come true? All weird dreams lo , can't be serious to come true
6.Done something you regret? Like i even care about it

Section two : Currently

1.Wearing? Clothes lo
2.Like anyone? Not sure about it
3.Had Piercings? No ... fear pain lo
4.Drive? Does bike count XD
5.Ever smoked? Not really
6.Tattoos? Not interested

Section three : Last person you

1.Hugged? Never hug people before also
2.Kissed? My lips are still virgin
3.IMed? Hmm ... what is it ?
4.Talked on the phone to? Mom , asking what time going home
5.Yelled at? Do i yell ? dun think so ^^

Section Four : Personal

1.What do you/did you wanna do when you finish(ed) school? Get involved in something i interested
2.What has been the best day of your life? still dun have yet
3What comes first in life? Other people
4.What are you most scared of? Pain n suffer
5.What do you ussually think of when you go to bed? Just get ur eye close
6.Did you lose someone you really loved? I dun even have , how i going to lose
7.Love you family? Not sure

Section five : Favourite

1.Movie? Hitman , Tokyo Drift
2.Song? Japanese songs to emo songs
3.Ice cream flavour?
4.Fruits? An apple a day keep the doctor away
5.Candy? M&M
6.Day of the week? Noday
7.Colour? blue to purple

Section six : Do you

1.Like to give hugs? I dun even hug people
2Like to walk in the rain? Yes , enjoy as well
3.Prefer black or blue jeans? All the same
4.Like to travel? Not really , walking is better
5.Sleep on your side? Not sure
6.Have a goldfish? Used to but now no more
7.Ever have the falling dream? falling dream ?
8.Have stuffed animals? No more

Section seven : This or that

1.Pierced nose or tongue? neither
2.MTV or BET? MTV but i dun have astro also
3.7th Heaven or Dawsons Creek? 7th Heaven ( what is it )
4.Sugar or Salt? Salt
5.Silver or gold? Silver
6.Chocolates or flowers? Chocolates but scare fat >.<
7.Colour or black-and-white photos? Black and White
8.M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms
9.Stay up late or sleep in? Stay up better
10.Hot or cold? Cold
11.Ketchup or Mustard? Potato XD
12.Spring or Fall? Fall
13.Happy or Sad? Neither
14.Wonder or Amazement? Neither
15.OC or Laguna Beach? OC

Tag to Everyone =]

Finished Exam . . .

2008-05-16T05:55:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of exam XD Somehow i feel that is a very HOT day even i got nose bleed just before the Eng paper start >.< fine ="]" play ="P" home =" ="">

Random Pic Part 1 . . .

2008-05-14T01:53:00.000-07:00

Here are some random wall papers i found yesterday's night XD more coming up in part 2 =)

Enjoy ~

Ming's Tag . . .

2008-05-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

1. what is the most important thing in your life?
- Sleep + Apples

2. will you consider a sexual relationship before marriage?
- Never though of that . . .

3. do you smoke?
- No ...

4. what is the latest gadget that you own?
- Own in Red Alert 2 XD

5. who did you mostly text yesterday?
- Mich =]

6. how old are you and are you a virgin?
-15 n still virgin ~

7. what is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
- Chicken rice for lunch ? hehe

8. chocolate, oreos or villa?
- Chocolate XD just love it

9. where do you wish to get married?
- How about space X) look interesting

10. how old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
- Dunno ^^ maybe until death XD

11. how many kids do you want?
- Still a question to me . . .

12. are you in love?
- Not really ...

13. where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
- Dunno where is it XD

14. name the latest book that you bought?
- I dun even read book unless comic books =P

15. what is your full name?
- Leck Len Ping ~

16. do you prefer your mother or father?
- Mother =) closer

17. do u believe in GOD?
- I believe in all God =)

18. name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time?
- Kira Yamato ~ the anime 1 lo

19. christina or britney?
- Neither

20. do you do your laundry?
- What is washing machine for ?

21. the most exciting place you want to go?
- Go to dream XD

22. hugs or kisses?
- Hugs will do =) never kiss other people before >.<

23. single or attached?
- Single as always

24. point out 5 things that made the person tagged you associated with you
~ Tan Yu Ming
- Smart
- Playful
- Caring
- Pro ( Basketball n game )
- Kind =)

Tag to everyone XD

11th of May . . .

2008-05-11T03:59:00.000-07:00

Today is a special day =] is Mother's Day ! so everyone wish ur mom "HAPPY MOTHER DAY" although i haven't wish yet =P another week has started , life just have to keep going on =)

Poem . . .

2008-05-11T00:38:00.000-07:00

Start feel like we are getting apart ...
I want to hold u but u let go my hand ...
try to understand u , u just dun believe me ...
u are always not there when i need u ...
can't see or feel that u are over there ...
just like u never exist in my life ...
is it something i did wrong or ...
i just dun understand u enough ...
start to lose my faith in myself ...
maybe u need time to think ...
or u just can't think about it ...
i just have wait ...

Guess . . .

2008-05-10T04:50:00.000-07:00

Can u guess what is this ? here is some tips , is something that is oftened used in now days . people call it by 2 letter words

This is a pic of a CD XD somehow i got this shot using a phone =) quite nice lo

Recently . . .

2008-05-10T03:42:00.000-07:00

Now is already May , time sure flies all the time XD Now facing Mid-year exam although is just Mid-year test but the format is all different from Form 3's format >.< it ="P">

Lets talk about friends =] this year not much new friends XD some old friends get to know better n as well some good friends getting apart . . . Anyway is just May , still got like Jun , July , August , September n October 5 months more only finished school XD so still have chance to know more friends X)

Now about class , this year can say is quite boring ... i just know some friends n as well is all guys XD oh ya , i still have this problem to remember teachers name hehe ^^l since most of them are Malay X.X the Maths n Moral teachers are going to change o.O for dunno what reason ... hope is not the class problem =P

Lastly about feeling ... the part might a bit boring , dun need read until fell asleep oh XD nothing much different about me just slightly only but somehow i understand a bit about feeling after knowing someone ... n as well what do guy think about girl , at 1st i was kinda o.O about what he say since i'm dun know about girl that well . I also not sure whether is truth or not =P

So THE END . . . . . .

Songs . . .

2008-05-09T20:59:00.000-07:00

Daniel Bedingfield - If U Are Not The One
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If youre not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If youre not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I cant take it, I don't understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I don't understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I