Let's See . . .

Not sure how do I feel now , love or loveless ? I do feel happy when she is happy , I'm worried when she is ill but want to be with her is just 1 sided love and my silly imagination that she will like me back =) maybe there is a tiny chance but still I don't deserve it . Seeing her enjoy her day and life , going out to have fun , do studies and especially when she is happy , I really cherish for her happiness . There is nothing much for me worry other than 1 thing that she does all the time . There might have down moments in life but I believe she is strong girl to handle . All I want to see is just she stay healthy and enjoy her life =]

What Can I Say . . .

I realize I always have hope and dreams , that's what how I live till this day . For 1 dream that I won't give up , is kinda stupid dream depend whether you believe or not . I'm actually scare to couple , well where got people want me haha but still I cherish for other's happiness that's part of my dream . Not really scare but I did a mistake before , just can't forgive myself if I hurt another person's feelings . I won't be a good boyfriend that's all I can say , anyway there is still many dreams that I want it to come true . Refer to the meaning of name : Yen .

Nowdays . . .

Everyday I live to be stronger cause there is no limit for me . Everytime I look down on something , I will take my time and think over it cause there is no point crying ( I can't cry anyway ) .

Life Nowdays . . .

As far as I can see , life isn't really fair sometimes or I should say all the time . It depends on how people look at it , what I try to state here is how people face they life . I can see many stuff happening surrounding and I somehow feel annoy to see how they handle their problem ( sorry to say this but is true ) but I know I myself didn't really handle my life that well . Sometimes problems happen cause of some reasons , instead of blaming on the reason I dun really care about it . If you try to say ur life is horrible , compare your life to the poor life African or war victim of Iraq . I can tell that my life is way better than those people , at least I have all the basic needs . What past is past , I dun really care what does it do . For me what is important is what ahead you , but if you aren't looking up , you wont move forward . This is what I will do , put my life on a balance , the result will be sadness over happiness . That's why I pursuit happiness to overcome the sadness ( I can't really feel sad anyway ) I'm not try to relate anyone in this post . Just want people to awake .

Life isn't always fair ( Bill Gates's statement) I can say YES to that statement .
Darkness is absent of light ( Albert Einstein ) this is the way he look at science .
I have no failed ( Thomas Edison ) At least he try .
Dun regret about past , regret about the decision that you going to make .
Make a purpose for life , live on ?
There isn't really right or wrong .

Back to School . . .

Ok today went back to the school and the first impression i have was " well it isn't that bad the juniors for this year " some of you might know what it means . Had my lunch at the canteen , what i can say is that it still so nice and cheap there =] School didn't change same goes to feeling toward school ( keep out of SMK Taman SEA ) Met some junior friends there and heard that form 4 is hard , well that's Form 4 haha .

Did i mention that i need a glasses ? Well i do cause i know myself since my eye sight is getting worse . Not really can't see anything but at night will be very blur but my result for eye test isnt that bad R/50 L/75 .

That's all i did with my day off , actually plan to rest .

School . . .

As the title said , is about school but sadly I'm not going back to school . Here i wish all the best for the juniors and friends who are still having school-ing life . Memories about school to me is like nothing . . . Anyway since i can't go back to school , I will look forward to college and guess what 2moro people are to college to start their studies . A bit too rush for me so I will wait for awhile more before i start my studies . College wont get any easy so wish everyone will try their best in college and of course enjoy as well . For those who isn't school-ing or college for example myself most slightly are slacking at home or working still I will have to say enjoy while still can . To everyone involve in this post , take good care of ur body and remember to have fun . Keep in touch , friends ~

Time To Run . . .

ok it is time to run from year 2009 to year 2010 . New year new stuff i guess ? Let see .

A phone , of course I already have 1 but time to get a new 1 but not sure what should i get . Next a bike , hmm this kinda tricky 1 cause it is a BMX which i plan to use it for long distance oh well let see about that . New style , maybe the hair longer ?

Now then see what is bring forward from Year 2009 .

hmm nothing ?